Well, since I'm TTC again, I thought I'd get this going again.

It's with bittersweet sentiments that I restart this. We are giving one more chance at this, all the while knowing that if our girls had made it, we definately would not be at this place of TTC ever again, and certainly not at this moment as the would be a little less than a month old. But God needed them back, and as Faithfull servants, we don't hesitate to give God HIS children back. We know that they are not ours, he loaned them to us. And I thank him for the beautiful , yet short time he gave them to us.

We have been doing well. The kiddies had it rough at first especially my Dominique. She couldn't understand why this happened, but we tried our best to explain that we will never know, and tht God needed them more than we did, and how very blessed the twins are to know NO other emotion but overwhelming love from their family and how they get to spend every moment of their lives with all our loved ones and the Lord in Heaven and that in the grand scheme of things, they really are lucky little ladies. She got it then :D

I'll share my Angel loves with you before starting out on our new Journey.

We had a NILMDTS photographer come out. Her name was Lori S. She has to be the sweetest, most patient person ever. She touched me more than she'll ever known. She came in there, so very brave, and remained strong. Thinking back, it must have taken a ton of courage to do that. I later found out that after my session was done, she photographed another angel and their family. ...all this she does is total volunteer work..AMAZING!

Next post wil be totally dedicated to images of the girls and their little Urns. We had them cremated.